Currently Watching Hitch (Widescreen Edition) see related

Sooo... I'm kinda getting bored with Xanga... hence the lack of updates.  However, anyone reading is invited to come to my Senior Recital!

Saturday, March 11, 2006
Wright State University
Creative Arts Center
Concert Hall
7:30 p.m.
FREE!!!!!

Featuring:
Steve Aldredge
Becky Appleton
Becky Geels
Courtney Lee
Susie Lowe
and last, but certainly not least , Chris Puckett

Currently Listening The Beautiful Letdown By Switchfoot see related

I'm just doing this cuz I have nothing else to write at the moment:

Time starting: 6:49pm

1.) When showering, do you start the water and then get in or get in and start the water?
start the water first

2.) Do you read the labels on your shampoo bottle?
Sometimes I do stand in the shower and read them :-\

3.) Do you moan in the shower like the people on the herbal essence commercial?
only if people are there to hear it

4.) Have you ever showered with someone of the opposite sex? no

5.) Have you ever been forced to shower with one of your siblings?
when I was little, I took baths with my sister

6.) Have you ever brushed your teeth in the shower?
yes

7.) Have you ever dropped your soap on your foot?
yes

8.) How old do you look?
I can look older or younger

9.) How old do you act?
I can act older or younger

10.) What's the last song you sang?
i don't remember

11.) Have you recently become a member of anything?
I think Dusty's facebook group about short people is the last thing...

12.) What are your plans for the weekend?
work, hit the gym, practice, whatever comes up

13.) Do you kiss with your eyes opened or closed? 
usually closed 

14.) Have you ever ridden a mechanical bull? 
no, but I've ridden the pony at Meijer! 

15.) Do you ever intentionally vomit after eating?
I have before

16.) If you were working on a pirate ship, what would you most likely be? 
I would probably be the prisoner/hostage ... and I would have this white 1800's style dress on that's been torn from fighting, and it would be dirty... my hair would be wet, but somehow form into those sexy ringlets...

17) Have you ever called anyone a slut?
yeah

18) Have you ever been called a slut?
Sara called me one the other day lol (my sister)

19). Have you ever smuggled something into America?
Don't you have to go out of America first?

20). Does playing the guitar make a guy/girl more attractive?
Depends on how he looks 

21). Do you live in a city with a good sports team?
Dayton Dragons.. are you kidding me!?!?  They're frickin' amazing!  Actually, I have no idea what kind of team they are, but you can get a lawn seat for pretty cheap I hear!

22). Have you ever finished off the popcorn?
i usually finish other people's popcorn

23). How many people do you think would come to your funeral?
Probably a lot, but most of the people would be people that I haven't talked to in forever.

24). How many of them would come just to make sure you're dead?
None

25). Do you have more enemies or more friends?
friends

26.) Have you ever sent an anonymous letter?
no

27.) Can you fix ur own car?
does filling the gas tank count?  that should count for fixing something!!

28.) Have you ever turned someone down for a date?
I have... several times actually... and I wonder why I've been single for so long :-\

29.) Are you smarter than your friends?
I'm a frickin' genius... I just play stupid to make them feel better

30.) Have you ever stolen anything from your friends?
no

31.) Have you ever been to jail?
I just got out actually

32.) Should you have?
no

33) Do you like the smell of beer?
ick

34.) Have you ever died or killed someone in a dream?
I don't think so

35.) Have you ever given to charity?
yes

36.) Would you kill a dog for $1000?
NOOOO!!!

37.) Do you sometimes get depressed?
sometimes

38.) Do you live with your parents?
yes


39.) Do you have plans for your future?
I do, but I've learned you just gotta take things one day at a time

End time: 7:20pm

Currently Watching Grey's Anatomy - Season 1 see related

I don't even know how much into this Xanga thing I am anymore.  I basically only keep it going because I read my friends' entries every once and a while.  That's really about it.  This has been an interesting year.  I've experienced about all the emotions that I can think of including excitement, sadness, happiness, hurt, anger, frustration, hopefulness, deliriousness, and whatever else.  I'm excited about graduating.  Excited that getting a double (in what I LOVE doing) next year is looking possible (even though that means me coming back part time).  I'm excited about my recital in 6 weeks.  I'm sad that I feel like I've lost friends that I once held very dear to me.  I feel like dear friends of mine moved from the "friendship" category to the "acquaintance" category, and it is all because I didn't feel wanted in the "circle" anymore.  I longed to be loved, needed, wanted, and even missed, and never got any of that.  I'm happy about new friendships I have this year.  These people have given me the love, encouragement, and confidence that I've needed since getting out of my rut last year.  (For those of you who don't know, I was diagnosed with depression -- I'm over it now, therefore don't mind talking about it, but I went a long time feeling very down and very much alone in every aspect of my life except my relationship with God).  Skipping a few I feel frustrated at times feeling that I'm never going to move forward from this point in my life.  Moving out... out of the house... out of Dayton... out of OHIO!!  It's hard for me to see the means that I'll have in order to achieve my dreams.  I'm also VERY frustrated about this dating drought.  Not so much that I haven't had a relationship in over two years now, but that no one even shows any interest.  I feel like I am such a passionate person and have so much love to share with someone, with a companion, but no one wants to take the time enough to be interested in any of it :-\  I wonder if anyone will ever come along.  But I still feel hopeful.  Compared to last year, I can now see the light at the end of the tunnel.  I see more positive in my days than negative, and I'm finally hopeful of getting out of the place that was keeping me down for so long.

I don't know how much of this makes any sense to anyone, or if anyone is even reading this.  Ah well.

Yeah, so it's been a while since my last entry... I'll sum everything up in a nutshell:

Had Christmas, got a laptop, digital camera, claddagh ring and some other things;
Went to New York for New Year's (I have pics on an album in facebook, feel free to check that out, cuz I'm not really wanting to put them up again -- just lazy lol);
Started my observations at my new practicum assignment;
Started school;
LOST 9 POUNDS SINCE STARTING MY WORKOUTS!

I can't really think of anything else significant going on.  I'm working on my senior recital rep, and I'm getting excited about that.  I've decided to put grad school off a year.  I'm just too busy to get auditions together this year.  When I audition, I want to blow their socks off, and I just don't have the time to prepare for that at this time. 

That's about it.